The process of change

At this point I seriously am ready to be where we are going where ever that is. Dan has so many prospects; job call backs, phone interviews, on site interviews, connections and so much more. It's overwhelming. The good thing is that God is closing doors a little at a time. That makes it nice because we know he will close the wrong ones and open wide the right one. It's just the process is a little nerve racking. Right now I just want to get where we are going. I know we will have a job for Dan eventually, a location eventually, home eventually, a family eventually, a new church home eventually. Right now as it gets closer I admit I am having to give it up to God more often. Yesterday we visited a friend's family vacation home and today we just went to another friend's home to check out their shed they are in the process of building. I had to come home and pray to God from coveting for lack of a better way to put it. I'm jealous for one and it's probably not just the house itself. I guess I am having a hard time articulating it or at least it seems like it to me. I know that God is doing great things, I can't even begin to go into all the little hint of things that I feel in my spirit and hints of things that I see like ripples through my life and Dan's life. My relationship with God is at a whole different place working at the pregnancy center. Dan's up beat attitude through this process is huge to me. He is so positive that he is just such an anchor. His calm trusting attitude is helping me. I am so much more in love with him now than I have ever been. He's awesome. God knew what he was doing.