Hubby Home, Memories, Easter and some random stuff

I completely forgot about the Easter Lilies. I wanted to get two in memory of Charis and Adam. I found myself missing them quite a bit this morning. In front of me sat a family with four children plus some friends and I thought about all three of my babies sitting on the pew with me. I'm bummed I forgot. I talked to a friend not that long ago that had a little boy who only lived three weeks after he was born. She shared with me the hurt of those close to her who chose to forget about her precious boy and how they feel she should do the same and just move on. I thought about how her baby was in her arms for three weeks and my babies never were and how some may feel my clinging to my two precious ones is nonsense. Well, to the critics, pooh on you. They are my babies and I don't have standards for my love of my babies I just love them and I miss them much more than I will miss you when you are gone... so there.

Dan came home yesterday and we were able to resume our routine. Dan put Sarah to bed last night with the new added perk of being able to put her down with her falling asleep on her own. Well, wouldn't you know she went down at ten last night and slept in until 6am. Dude! What's up with that. I will have to forgive her though because she is just such an angel... and she slept in until 6am.

I went to Target last night on my own and felt positively wild being able to go out alone. I couldn't have felt more free going out and wooping it up at a night club (which I threatened Dan with that I would be coming home three sheets to the wind at 2 in the morning but he didn't buy it.) It was nice though and I have to say not carrying a baby, I had a little more strut in my walk. Its the little things in life I guess. I mean seriously, I went to Target to buy formula so nothing to wild there.

This is random but I was thinking early about the Muslim 70 virgin thing for eternity. I don't think the men think this threw all the way. As long as eternity is, 70 virgins isn't that many and all a guy is left with is a bunch of women banned together against him. This reminds me of those milk commercials with the guy dieing and finding himself with tons of cookies and what he thinks is a fridge full of milk. His so called Heaven is really more Hell when he realizes all the milk cartons are empty. I'm thinking the 70 virgin thing is kind of like that.

Oh goodness, how selfish of me! Happy Easter everyone! To help celebrate this wonderful day, Here is a fun frivolous video to remind us of the goodness in our world. I am thankful today for all the Lord has done for me. He died on the cross and for this I am eternally grateful.