Please Pray!!!
Mother Theresa once said that God only gives as much as we can handle, she just wished He didn't trust her so much. I like that. I'm feeling that. I'm so not liking it.
That isn't always true. He wants us to depend on Him, His strength, not just ours so sometimes its a little more than we can handle...alone.
I thought I would say I'm gonna whine. I'm not. I need to share. My heart is heavy.
Hubby's Papa passed away last night. Miss Wiggles woke with a fever (again, the second in two weeks) so when he called his parents, his dad let him know that last night Papa passed away.
We were going to go there anyway tomorrow. Lately every time I wake up drenched from a night sweat (which is a spiked fever in deep sleep but goes away by the time you wake up), Miss Wiggles has a fever as well. The only difference is they don't go away like mine do.
So here we are, I'm not even thinking about Disney World next week. Right now all I know is my brain has been in a fog for a month now, barely even able to form a coherent thought, my daughter has a fever every month and now I have no idea what to do to get to GA.
UNCLE UNCLE UNCLE!
Father God, my heart cries out to You! Brought to the brink where I thought I would crack, which I felt I've done quite often lately, I lie broken. I thought I had not much more to give but you find my hidden reserves. I feel as my last strength leaves me, my final clear thought dissipates, Your strong hands hold me up, your firm feet replace mine. I pray that what you do for me, the way You walk with me, carry me, infuse me with your love, please do the same right now for my husband and his family. Wrap your agape love around them that it be a shield, a warm blanket a balm to their hurting hearts in the dark hour. My soul cries out Lord, be to them what you've always been to me my Abba King, the Healing One, the Loving One, Daddy. Amen
That isn't always true. He wants us to depend on Him, His strength, not just ours so sometimes its a little more than we can handle...alone.
I thought I would say I'm gonna whine. I'm not. I need to share. My heart is heavy.
Hubby's Papa passed away last night. Miss Wiggles woke with a fever (again, the second in two weeks) so when he called his parents, his dad let him know that last night Papa passed away.
We were going to go there anyway tomorrow. Lately every time I wake up drenched from a night sweat (which is a spiked fever in deep sleep but goes away by the time you wake up), Miss Wiggles has a fever as well. The only difference is they don't go away like mine do.
So here we are, I'm not even thinking about Disney World next week. Right now all I know is my brain has been in a fog for a month now, barely even able to form a coherent thought, my daughter has a fever every month and now I have no idea what to do to get to GA.
UNCLE UNCLE UNCLE!
Father God, my heart cries out to You! Brought to the brink where I thought I would crack, which I felt I've done quite often lately, I lie broken. I thought I had not much more to give but you find my hidden reserves. I feel as my last strength leaves me, my final clear thought dissipates, Your strong hands hold me up, your firm feet replace mine. I pray that what you do for me, the way You walk with me, carry me, infuse me with your love, please do the same right now for my husband and his family. Wrap your agape love around them that it be a shield, a warm blanket a balm to their hurting hearts in the dark hour. My soul cries out Lord, be to them what you've always been to me my Abba King, the Healing One, the Loving One, Daddy. Amen
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