When experience doesn't make you an expert
You know, I went through some pretty difficult years with trying to have a baby. There were doctor's appointments, months of hope and disappointment. There were miscarriages, painful baby showers for excited friends, friend's kids to babysit etc. I remember it. It isn't like I've wiped it from my mind.
But maybe somewhere amidst the life that now revolves around nap time and play dates, it kind of went to the back of my mind. So when I say something really really stupid to another fellow sister of that unwanted journey I think, did I really say that, have I become a foolish unknowing person? Time can have that effect on people I guess.
But Jesus help me to be a fountain of at least comforting water even though my words are coming from a pregnant mom of a toddler. Is that even possible? I have no idea, but please don't let me speak the cutting words I've yet to forget myself.
But maybe somewhere amidst the life that now revolves around nap time and play dates, it kind of went to the back of my mind. So when I say something really really stupid to another fellow sister of that unwanted journey I think, did I really say that, have I become a foolish unknowing person? Time can have that effect on people I guess.
But Jesus help me to be a fountain of at least comforting water even though my words are coming from a pregnant mom of a toddler. Is that even possible? I have no idea, but please don't let me speak the cutting words I've yet to forget myself.
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Been awhile since I've seen your name around...so I thought I would come visit:)
And girl...we are human, we forget...
thank God for His Holy Spirit though!
How are you? Are you going to do SSMT?